No hope

ਆਸ ਕੋ ਤਿਆਗ ਨਿਰਾਸ ਭਈ॥

betrayal

Betrayal everywhere.  Death is the only way out. 

लेखन

क्या अब बहुत देर हो गयी कुछ नया करने को , जैसे कि लेखन?

ਹਾਸਲ

ਕਖ ਵੀ ਹਾਸਿਲ ਨਹੀ ਹੋਯਾ। ਨ ਦੁਨਿਯਾਵੀ ਨ ਰੁਹਾਨੀ। ਮੂਰਖ ਬਨ ਗਏ ਇਸ ਕੁੱਤੀ ਤੇ ਕਮੀਨੀ ਦੁਨਿਆ ਚੇ ਆਨਕੇ। 

What's the use of living?

If your Satguru is not listening to you then no one wants to listen to you. What's the use of living in these circumstances? 

मृत्यु क्यों नही आती

मृत्यु आ भी जाओ। 

Nothing works for me

Nothing has been working for me since I was born. Death might be the only way out. Yesterday saw on YouTube a Buddhist monk attaining MahaSamadhi simply by going lying on the ground before several other monks. Within minutes he died by himself. I wonder if this could happen to me. I wish I could just go to sleep and tyen never rise again. Eternal rest.

End?

Death might be the only way out. But is it really a way out?